Friday, 29 January 2016

Changing My Lifestyle

Is it really feasible to achieve the work-life balance nowadays? Or it is just a myth?

Am always thinking that I wanted to get out from my comfort zone, try to do something 'crazy' or out of my box. Yeah, sometimes when you got stressed you will do anything that just came out from your mind right? When you are entrenched into patterns of thinking and behaviour, you tend not to look outside your box. Unless something shakes you up, you fail to see even the most common-sense options that are available to you. There were time I used to think that I wanted to dye my hair with deep copper or chestnut brown? haha. Do I look gorgeous with that new hair colour? But I believe I will feel great if I really did! 2016 just started and I have so many plan in my head. I just want to be a multitasking and live a healthy life. Or we call work-life balance! Yes. Each of us understands something different by work-life balance. 

However, in principle we all share the idea that what this means is to have a satisfying amount of time available for outside work activities. This may mean time spent with your family, time dedicated to grow spiritually or get into a better PHYSICAL SHAPE, to pursue a hobby and so on. I really enjoy doing exercise or anything that can make me sweating. I believe if my body always sweating that easy for me to back in shape!hehe. Fyi, I registered myself in this programme-JK1M or Jom Kurus. Finally I did. I know my BMI is still normal and am not really fat like others who join this but my priority is being fit! I just wanted to get my body fit and also am enjoy doing activities in group with all positive minded peoples. I guess this is one of the way how I can achieve my work-life balance.

Next month, in February InshaAllah I will further my master study. Hopefully my dream to have master's degree before or at age 30-year-old becomes reality. Am still discussing with my husband coz it is not easy to do all at one time. You have to sacrifice a lot. I mean your time and etc. And I need fully support from my husband and also my family in regards this decision. According to the class schedule I will have 3 times class per week that means after work I have to go to the class. My colleagues also continue their masters degree at the same place. So should be no problem and InshaAllah we always support each other.. Lets see if my dream is not just a dream...? :)

 Here we go..JK1M Season 6 #teampuchong

Height : 160cm
Weight: 56.7kg
BMI: 22.15

Love yourself enough to live a healthy lifestyle.

Have a good day ahead! xoxo

Saturday, 16 January 2016

January 2016


Happy New Year!Hope you've had a nice start of 2016. :)

Today 15/01/2016  half of the month has been gone. For me, too many things happened within that period. Oh this year we didn't go anywhere, no fireworks no new year dinner like previously we always did. On January 1, Ammara and I were in Terengganu visited my family as my dad rindu bangat sama Ammara. Well, always be the same reasons to force us to go back tho :) I'm fine with it just my hubs cannot join us as he already had his plan on the New Year eve. 010116 I just realised that my period was 1 week due and I'm so excited to buy pregnancy test. Urm no, not me but my hubs the one who forced me to buy!haha. Then I bought the expensive one, not really la clear blue brand which costed RM30 kot. Wow! this is first time aku beli mahal punye weh. Then tadaa~the result was positive! I texted my hubs and he was super excited. Me? owh i dunno why but I'm too nervous and takut? Yes. Entah. Well, awal lagi tapi macam2 dah bermain dalam kepala otak ni. But syukur Alhamdullilah kalau diberi rezeki. Seriously that was unexpected and sangat tiba2 wehh. Ok, relax sudah ni bukan first time, second time kot kenapa aku nervous sangat kan. haha

Then on Monday January 4, I took MC as I'm not feeling well, nausea? yes! then muntah sakit perut bagai. Pagi tu we went to Klinik Sofea, Puchong to do ultrasound and just to confirm again with the doctor. Doc did scan but she said she cannot see anything in my uterus yet then she asked me to do urine test, again the result was positive. Am happy but a little bit worried because cannot see via ultrasound and doc did mentioned maybe it's too early and asked us to come back for the next scan end of this month. From the calculation my pregnancy on that time was about 5 weeks! 

A week after the day I did home pregnancy test, January 8, I spotted a brown/bleeding while at work. Am felt nervous and I went to the nearby clinic to have a quick check. The doc said she can still saw the 'kantung' inside my uterus and she said the baby was okay. What a relief! Then doc asked me to buy duphaston ubat kuatkan rahim. Yes, I did.

Saturday and Sunday still bleeding, owh macam datang period ok. Seriously aku tak rasa sakit or whatever and still can hang out to shopping mall and did some groceries shopping. But on Sunday aku rasa lain macam tak puas hati doc check aritu then ajak my hubs pergi Klinik Ajwa, Shah Alam. Sampai sana doc did ultrasound/scan dan cakap tak nampak pape dalam uterus aku. Pastu doc buat urine test and same-positive. The doctor told me that she worried it could be ectopic pregnancy coz scan tak nampak. Doc tu buat letter dan suruh aku refer hospital. 

Monday, January 10, Aku ke Hospital Putrajaya dan doc kat sana buat vaginal scan. Orang cakap itu memang lagi tepatlah. Tapi still doc cakap die tak nampak apa2 dalam uterus aku. Erm confius jugak lepas tu die buat urine test nad surprisingly it was negative! Aku fikir mungkin bleeding tu dah menyebabkan semua benda terkeluar habis kot. Aku redha. Tapi still doc tu nak pastikan aku sihat sepenuhmya then dia buat blood test. Lepas 3 x berulang alik ke Putrajaya-result? Yeah, I am free from any pregnancy, no octopic and etc. Means aku miscarriage at week 6. Seriously, seminggu jer aku sempat hadap loya2, pening, letih macam orang mengandung then secara drustik all gone. 

Pengalaman? Aku tak tahu nak cakap macamana sebab benda tu sekelip mata je berlaku. Aku tak rasa sakit, lemau or whatever. Rasa biasa2 aje. Mungkin sebab ia terlalu awal? Mungkin. Kami redha mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua ini. Nasihat aku, kalau dah tahu pregnant sila extra careful dan jangan buat kerja berat2, hindari stress. Macam aku ni hentam jer semua sebab konon anak first aritu kuat jer. haish! Then kalau spotting or whatever terus pergi hospital jangan pergi ke klinik ye.  Sekian. 

First family picture-2016

p/s: Azam paling atas tahun ini adalah nak kurus, nak fit, nak sihat dan cergas! :)

Tuesday, 5 January 2016

Highlights for 2015

Masih bertiga, Alhamdulillah. Tahun yang mematangkan dan banyak mengajar aku erti ketabahan, kesabaran dan menghargai. Sentiasa berusaha unuk menjadi seorang ibu yang multitasking dan sentiasa belajar dan berusaha untuk menjadi seorang isteri yang yang diidamkan oleh setiap kaum adam. :)

Rezeki yang datang tanpa disangka. Syukur kepada Allah SWT. Aku belajar jika kita sentiasa berusaha dan berbekalkan doa tanpa rasa jemu inshAllah yang baik itu pasti datang. Bulan ini January 2016 cukup setahun aku bekerja di tempat kerja aku sekarang. Such a new environment but I love it! Kerja aku sekarang membawa aku travel ke tempat2 yang memang tak pernah ada dalam senarai wishlist aku pon. Walaubagaimanapun aku bersyukur dengan rezeki ini. 2015 I travelled to Beijing, Istanbul and Bangkok. Semua atas urusan kerja-meetings,conference and etc. 

Getting better? huhu. Dari tahun lepas aku nak kurus tapi macam tak berganjak pon. Tanam azam nak rajin exercise bagai tapi harapan tinggal harapan aje. lols! So carry fowrd jela nampak gayenya. Macam biasa nak jadi seorang ibu yang bekerjaya, bergaya dan maintain sihat. InshaAllah 2016 akan bertambah ahli keluarga. Berempat :) Sambung master. Ok, aku dapat offer buat MBA kat UPM for January intake but aku reject. Allah knows better. Maybe bukan rezeki aku lagi nak sambung this year. But will see. Semangat gitu aku nak pegang 3 titles as a mom,a worker, a student! *gigih

Sekian untuk enry pendek kali ini. Aku scroll kat album phone ingat nak tempek gambar aku sesorang tapi takde hokay. Nampak sangat tak confident ambik gambar sesorang skrg sebab selalu nampak gemuk. Ok bye!

Penang getaway!-Oct2015